When I finally realized I had a problem I admitted myself into rehab. I could not do it on my own. No matter how many times I was told by some one that I had a problem I would continue with destrying myself and every one around me. I would try to stop and when I could not I felt even worse about myself. The first step is realizing you have the problem. Second step is to take action. We can not do it alone we need help and guidance and to realize we are not alone, we are not horrible, and sooo many others are fighting the same fight as we are.
I have been clean and sober for 32 days now. The longest time in 17 years
It is a battle. But a battle worth it every day
You are a miracle