Image of my husband being blackout drunk, punching me in the face and getting accused of being an alcoholic aka guilt by association by cps. I never saw anybody like that. I never want to be that person. Seeing the ugly side keeps me from even thinking about it. I havent had any beer in 33 days. I only drank beer. I had 3.5 in 4 hours the night he…[Read more]

Image of my husband being blackout drunk, punching me in the face and getting accused of being an alcoholic aka guilt by association. I never saw anybody like that. I never want to be that person. Seeing the ugly side keeps me from even thinking about it. I havent had any beer in 33 days. I only drank beer. I had 3.5 in 4 hours the night he hit…[Read more]

You have to forgive yourself and forgive them.  Yes i know thats not easy. Its damn hard but you have to find a way to. Also dont let people drag you back to that place. You gotta cut ties to people too. If people cant let you live it down then they are toxic and part of why your still in that place. Good people support you thru things not drag you back